So yea, it has been a very very long time since my last post. Almost a month i believe, I'm sorry. :/
It's odd, a month doesn't seem that long, yet i feel I've changed A LOT since my last post. I'm not sure how or why, but i feel like cause I've spend most of my time on my own I've been able to grow as person without any interference from other personalities trying to sculpt me and have their personalities rub off on me.
I've been hanging out with different people and that's been pretty fun, i'm not saying i hate my old friends and stuff, they mean so much to me, but i just feel like we've all drifted apart since the end of school, which sucks. To be honest, i don't think many of them actually want to see me or get in touch with me, which is a little sad, cause that means i obviously aren't on their radar, but i'm not surprised. Never mind, i've got other people to hang out with and i'm having fun and i'm fitting in and i no longer feel like i'm out of step and stumbling through my life.
'Sweet sixteen'. It was mine on Friday, more fun than i thought it would be, as always i wasn't excited or expecting much or thinking it was going to be dead fun, but a few friends came round and we had a drink and what not. I loved how i wasn't the centre of attention, so there was no pressure on me to impress. It was more like a girly night at my house rather than a sort of special event. It was good.
Oh, and I wrote a song, and a half of a song XD
And for once, i like it. It's called paper heart, and i sort of based it around like how love had been going on for so many years yet nobody has perfected it's art. So yea, thats alright, imma try write some upbeat ones, cause most of mine seem to be a bit slowish...
Anyway i think i'm pretty much done now, so imma carry on singing to the music i'm listening to you, and i guess i'll post again soon, but i'm not promising anything >;P
