Prom. Dancing... Not such a good idea for me.

Well I can see nobody has commented on my blogs or shown any interest in anything i've wrote of said, which just shows how lame i am and how one of two posts full of bullcrap can't actually change people and be remembered as well as Martin Luther King's speech. I was starting to give up on this whole "write down everything because no matter how awesome a memory or time, it will fade" but i decided against it...

I know, i don't have 'power over the people' to make them read my blog, i know i'm not that popular or have that much influence on people, but that doesn't bother me because on Saturday night; for the first time in my life i realised that I am my own person and i can do my own things on my own terms without people being disapointed in me for doing so. I'm young, i make huge mistakes over and over, but who doesn't?

The truth is, this blog isn't about trying to force my opinion on strangers over the interwebs, or trying to show people how hilarious i can be and how passionate i am about certain topics and making them just as interested. This blog is about me, it's about my life my feelings, my expressions being typed out from my mind, without a draft, without a plan, without a spellcheck, just for me to go back to whenever i wish, so i can see how much i've grown, how much i've done (and what i haven't done) to stop myself from going back to the beginning. The beginning means i have to grow all over again, i'm sick of wasting my energy growing bit by bit. I want to spend my energy living.

And sitting on my bed watching Vampire Diaries online may not be 'living' to most people, but i guess the fact i have to wait 54 minutes before i can watch the next part of the episode thanks to Megavideo's dumb scheme, meant i had time to write this, which is the living part.

So, prom on Friday, Yipppeee T_T. Yea I'm not too into it. Wearing a formal dress, dancing, being all girly. These factors of prom i don't really agree with, the only real reason i'm attending is becuase my mum and friends want me too. Gosh, i sound like such a pushover, but i don't care, case i love them all, so faking smiles and pretending that my shoes aren't killing me slowly, shouldn't be so hard.

So yea, party on saturday, it was really really wacky. It was all sunny and i was wearing shorts and then all of a sudden it started rainging, like torential rain, so my grandad has to like run to tesco and buy this cheap small gazebo, and i'm telling you there was like 21 people all stood crowded under it, and then after an hour of it all ov=f a sudden this heavy powerful bouncing rain just stopped. It was a great chance to have a laugh and let loose with family members, which is exactly what happened in a manor, me and my mum, with the influences of alcohol got talking alot, which was great, i mean we've never really known how to aproach certain subjects and due us both being more relaxed we were abel to do so. So even though the day after i have a terrible stomach pains from renching and puking all over the bathroom wall, i don't regret drinking a big bottle of vodka, lager, cider and some VS.

Anyway i'm gonna post this and get it over with, so i can be embaressed about people reading what i've just said later.

I guess i'll see ya round.

A boring one, you probably don't wanna read it :P

So, I guess this is my first actual blog...
now; what to say?
I guess i'll start at the beginning, since that'd be a logical place to start and i'd stop a heck of a lot of confusion.
I'm writing a blog to all you strangers who are reading this because... ?
Anyway, I'm writing becuase school has just ended for me, until september, and now i have absolutely nothing to fill my days with since i'm broke, anti-social and most other people are pre-occupied :P
So yea, now i have the pleasure of writing blogs!
I'm gonna try and have each blog as stuck to the subject as i can and i'll try and not get off track, or distracted (which i can't promise).

So lets get too it!
I've decided i'll try and write this blog at least 3 days a week, and the blogs purpose will be to rant about stuff that is happened, or happening. And to talk to you lot about my summer, your summer and general things that are happening.
I think that it'd be cool if the 'audience' (you guys) comment and stuff like that and i'll definately get back in touch with each and every one of you lot, and make sure i answer every question.
And i'm thinking if my blog gets 'popular' enough, i'll have like one blog a week dedicated to me talking (typing >;D) about what you guys want, so make sure you comment to make sure i get your ideas into my blog and give my input on your questions and what not.

Now that bits over. Ferb, i know what we're going to do today!
Today, is going to be quite a boring and lonely day for me, as i have the house pretty much to myself, which i like. I'm not saying i hate other people or i'm deadly anti-social and try my hardest to stay out of everybodies way, cause i don't. I just like my own space, i mean as a teenager it's horrible have younger siblings around you all the time and since i have like 11 years of experience of having a younger sister, i think i deserve like 7 hours a day to myself.
So yea, house to myself and i'm gonna sit here writing a blog; i'm such an anti-teen teenager. :P

I absolutely have no idea what to write now, cause nothing has happened today, nothing has pissed me off, apart from the dustbin men waking me up this morning with their loud truck D:<
But luckily it's nearly the weekend; which this weekend is filled with a trip to town to buy the last bits of things for my prom (eww) and a garden party afterwards hosted by my aunt. Usually, i don't really care that much for parties because they bore me, i'd rather have a few people round at my house with a few drinks and we listne to music, watch a film or w.e and just chat and have fun. But i'm willing to go to this party becuase my mum is actually the most hilarious thing ever when she's pissed, and i am NOT missing that for anything, and i have nothing much else to do.

I've decided this summer i'm going to try do loads of stuff without a care since i'll be going into 6 form next year and about 90% fo my time will be controlled by revision and coursework, which is why i wanted a blog to record how that goes; cause i have a memory like a goldfish.

This blog is getting pretty long in my eyes, and i know you're probably getting bored, cause i know i would since i haven't really wrote anything interesting in it today, which sucks. So i shall let you all go check your facebook updates and see if anyone insteresting has signed in on msn.

G'byee, i'm off to go play twister with my cat.
Auf Wiedersehen

A 'Short' Introduction.

Well, i can honestly say that i never though i'd be the type of person to start a blog. But here i am, proof that anybody can do anything when they're bored enough.

I guess i'll start by introducing myself, i'm Nicole, but everybody who is anybody calls me Linny, don't ask why because i don't know; just one of those nicknames given to me when i was little. My blogs will probably be a bit boring and irregular if not many people get back to me and say like "hey you should talk about this subject" or "hey, nobody gives a f*ck about that." so you'll have to help me try keep at this and try make it as interesting as possible but still portray me as a person.

So, who am I as a person? I guess i'm a bit hard to figure out; cause i'm quite weird and unusual, which is fine by me :D
I love music, science, art and history. And it has took me way too long to write this short blog, which is quite normal for me cause i'm being distracted by Facebook and Disney Channel. XD