Ouch!!!!!!!
My eyebrows are actually killing after i've been plucking them XD (fun times!) Seriously, it hurt so bad, why would i put myself through that much pain when nobody will notice anyway, as long as i don't have a monobrow i shouldn't care that much, yet i do. I think everbody does tbf, no matter what they say about "looks don't matter" or "i don't care what people think of me" it's like, stop lyign to yourself, if you didn't care about looks you wouldn't even take pride in your appearance of make an individual of yourself through your clothes and hair etc.

Another little rant out of the way there, i doubt either of them made sense, but i know what i meant (i think) so i guess that's all that matters?

So, prom on friday. I know i spoke about prom in my last post but i wanna touch upon the topic a little bit more deeply. I doubt tomorrow will be the night everybody expects it to be, like everybody assumes prom is the best night ever and it's going to be so fun and perfect and theres always that special dance and i tihnk due to the fact the prom is seen as a huge event that happens in the summer when you leave school and the movies have done it to death so the real thing disapoints most people, which is exactly why i'm not going to over expect anything, i'm gonan go there see my friends have an alright time with them not dance too much, because i can't dance. And then go home and never wear that dress again XD

I can honestly say though, i'm a bit worried about how i'm going to look, i'm not sure my dress really flatters me or whatever and i feel like i'm probably just gonna be in the background on all the group photos... I don't want to be the centre of attention, but i don't wanna look fat, ugly or like a dog. So that is the only thing i'm bothered about, it's an understatement saying i'm not the most confident person, so when i'm thrown into a dress when i pretty much live in converse, boots, skinnyjeans and checkered shirts scares me a little. There was two reasons i wanted to go to prom. 1) my mum wanted me to. 2) i wanted to at least pretend for a couple of hours that i was the girl who looks stunning. Normally when i'm with my best friend, who i love i can't deny that - she's great, i feel like the dumb, slow, ugly, unfeminine failure of the duo, and feeling that 24/7 can actually really mess with you, so i guess prom for me can either go really well, or i can hate how i look, and then go really badly due to the fact i won't feel comfortable.
I guess we'll just have to wait and see. If i'm lucky i might get hit by a bus on the way there :P

Anyway i'm gonna go cause i have not much more to say, and i have a headache. :P
See ya round ;)
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